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Florida History

So, my summer plan is hopefully a course on, like, I think Florida history. It's about pictures.

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Fights

Do you know people who overly glorify their moms and want to fight?

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Blackberry Playlist

I didn't put "1 Day More" on my Blackberry playlist.

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Motherly

Ginny doesn't seem to care about her dad's heritage in Pennsylvania. Isn't it in the rocky mountains? There's a very famous song called Appalachain Springs.

Who would want Ginny as a mom, as opposed to Ellen DeGeneres, though she is gay? At least she knows she is ****. Not sure about teaching arts. Well, just not as good as Ginny. Isn't Tim Burton just a dad, now? Hm. Some people really reverberate with her. My mom is also active in the community physically and artistically. I am thinking of a Middle Eastern music event twice.

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Father's Heritage

I'd rather have paternal heritage in Pennsylvania and New York than anywhere else?

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Tweet

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Blazer

I am at the mall, and I saw a red long-sleeved blazer with a gold chain at a small store.

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Going Mobile

nu video of me

YouTube

Bitch

What makes me mad about the n word thing is that it seems to have possibly happened by chance.  People finally stopped being mean to me in ways that made me what they suddenly dub "mess up."  When I mess up, people get onto me, but it's never like to overturn my life unless they're a bitch.

Haywire

So, I was mad people keep ruining my life, blaming me for it.  I mean really ruin, when I think I'm better.  I just shouldn't believe these things, but I mean I don't really mean anything against these mean people when I say nigger and such.

Twitter

Twitter from last night

Dream

So, I was in 3 of Ginny Kopf's classes, and she was having me sign up for more that would stretch until night.  I was just gonna add 1 more at 1:45 P.M.  I was on the side of a bar with a gray carpeted floor and putting my legs up the ledge.  It took awhile.  I think she was going to comfort me for being mad.  My dad had just sorta shoved me a lot, like beating me but not bruising me.  We had a small puppy I was playing with, a bit cartoony, like a book by the author of The Hobbit, Roverendam.  A dog by the beach who goes on fantasies.  I did imagine someone in the water as like art in the dream.  So, the dog was on the floor, and bubbles turned up in suds at the tips of its hair.  It was so cute and like its joy and it was probably worried about getting older.  We put something on its coat or something, and the suds didn't appear.  I got so mad, someone did it I said, and I kept yelling sharply, my parents and brother.  I cornered my dad without fear.  I left the room with a sword.  He had a rifle, and I went up to him so he wouldn't shoot.  The little dog was my obsession.  Also, I was asking Ginny for help.  The computer had printed out paper on the keyboard, which was black, a sort of connected thing like a laptop.  It printed out a screenshot of itself and like a printer, too, I think, that wasn't being used.  That was the end.  My hands weren't in the picture, just the machine.

Resting

Need to sleep|rest now.

Too bad about the cursing, but I said I was being attacked and said shut up and why and that I meant what I meant..  I just think that maybe I should have calmed down and think maybe my dad wasn't hurt.  My mom is being weird, getting mad at him for how I behave when he is not my mom|carer and "combined" with something he did wrong to me, which was after.

Sorry

Sorry I got mad at Ellen DeGeneres, but I heard maybe she's the reason I'm being hurt.  So, who else can I "take it out" on?  Why are you all so sensitive?  You're just wasting your lives, you know.  You obviously have to do something right sooner or later.

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Problem

I told you to stop.  Stop telling me I'm nothing.  You're just being mean to me for things I've done that aren't bad, at all, and every time I've checked I've been okay.  So, stop lying and sneaking around.

Hmph.  There.  Stop treating me like I'm a "nigger."

Problem

ELLEN DEGENERES WHY ARE YOU BEING MEAN TO ME.  YOU CAN'T DO THAT YOU NIGGER.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres you piece of shit I'm not gonna listen to Pennsylvania, go fly your ass up there and root yourself in the shit forever.

Problem

Ginny Kopf stop sending me secret messages with Ellen DeGeneres you worthless piece of shit.

Go *beep* yourself you worthless nigger.  WTF is your problem?  Get it out in the open.  Come on, listen dummy.  What don't you get?  You think I deserve to be hurt because you're a perv and think I'm just nothing.  I don't do shit like that, like maybe I keep going too much and don't recover or something and it's not right.

Problem

My mom is now a piece of shit.  I don't think she's like domineering in any way, shape, nor form.  Why do you bother to uphold her?  She's just a piece of shit?  Why?  She's acting smart with my dad, but she's just a piece of shit.  I WANT MY DAD YOU NIGGER.  GO *BEEP* YOURSELF.

Problems About Class

I guess Ginny knows I will get mad since she has Pennsylvania heritage and is racist.  I can't remember what made me mad.  I was just upset that she like wouldn't stop poking at certain thoughts that were screaming in my head and I just couldn't function, didn't think to leave the room, just kinda like shook around, you know?  She just keeps getting like antsy and having to like insult me and I got really mad.  It's just stupid.  It's wrong.  It's not something I think about!  I just won't accept it.  Do you want me to be mean to you sometimes?  |3,  What should I do when I feel that my life is sorta being made undignified and uncomfortable?  I won't hurt anyone, but I'll get mad.  I mean what the fuck is your issue?  What do you think I am?  ARGH YOU STUPID LATE BOOMERS.  YOU PIECE OF SHIT.  You're nothing.  You're all sinners.  Why am I constantly being told I'm some shit from my dad?  You know it's wrong.  You can't just hurt me.  Aren't you stupid and worthless?

I think my mom is mad.  When I ate with my dad peacefully after I was asking him why he was acting sending me secret messages and mad he left off on bad notes just because of my race.  He left and looked for something for me and kept making noises that eventually like zonked me out.  He's just being TRASH racist doesn't let me be coy.  SHUT UP YOU!  The way he did it was to get his back.  He's just a worthless animal, and I shouldn't have to be like him.  I deserve something else.

I think Ginny is mad at my mom because she doesn't let me get out anger, but I mean Ginny is older than my mom.  :|  She's not as cute, but she's sweeter.  She's about the same age, so she's kinda the same but not of the same class so not like a speed racer to the finish racially..

My dad made me feel like a waitress made my stomach feel funny, and it doesn't tickle in Ginny's class in theater and I think it hurts her and ELLEN DEGENERES HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH THIS YOU *BEEP* *BEEP*  I think my mom is mad at him for me being mad at her.  She is a piece of shit.  Stop hurting him you piece of shit.  I should *beep* you but you're just a *** object.  YOU'RE JUST GETTING BACK AT ME YOU NIGGER.

Problem

Ginny was specifically driving me insane.  Someone said something to me, and I got aggressive at them.

Look, why do you act like a surround sound about when I do something snappy?  Why do people get mad when I am more European?  WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR GODDAMN PROBLEM YOU NIGGERS!  SHUT UP!

Problem

Why are people like Ginny Kopf, Ellen DeGeneres, and Tim Burton, all born in earlier than later 1958, creep up on you and try to act like a surround sound and hurt you.  ELLEN DEGENERES EXPLAIN YOUR ACTIONS RIGHT NOW.  I WILL NEVER LISTEN TO YOU.  AND I MEAN ABOUT THAT, I WILL NEVER LISTEN TO ANYONE!  Well, who knows?

What do you think my dad did to me?  Why are you afraid to be nice to me?  My mom sent me to the mental hospital because she was being mean.  They are just racist and jealous and can't help it.  People at school are mean.  LISTEN AND SHUT UP YOU NIGGER.  *SLAM*